the statements of a female rock star who lost her young adult son to opiate addiction recently: She did the best she could.  Sometimes you just have to detach.   She had to move on.  (All of which she did before he died).  She's reaffirming this after his death.  She's not going keep blaming herself, because … Continue reading Having a hard time processing →

I didn't get outside today.  I guess I could have but I had some aches and pains.  I felt sick of packing up to go outside in the middle of my productive time, to be honest.  There was plenty of blue sky earlier.  As soon as the time I would go outside happened, it got … Continue reading Feel sad →

Late at night, towards the end of my day I made enough batter for 18 grain free popovers.  I used  what's around.  I watered down yogurt to substitute for milk.  The counter is clean.  The dishes are soaking in the sink.  The batter is in the frig.  It's amazing.  I feel like Laura Ingalls Wilder.

___ called up about my food order.  She mispronounced the same item they screwed up last time, costing them $30.00.  Then she started conflating two different items. And she was kind of bitchy about it. I asked for someone else to ask about that.  Good move.   She also said the store was out of all … Continue reading Phfffffffffffpppt grrrrr →

I placed an order for some stuff.  Finally.  It only took me an hour.  I sorted through everything.  I think I made good decisions.  Did you know they had powdered cream?  I didn't.  Other things will be ordered. Soon, a lot of shabbiness will be allieviated. !!!!!! Wish I could get a meal brought to … Continue reading Just have to announce →

According to TMZ, multimillionare Steve Bing died, 55.  Was depressed by Covid isolation, but it's not clear if that contributed to his death. Wow  .  .  .  they say he died, and left  hundreds of millions of dollars behind. Still healthy, still young. Gone?  Jumped?  Money, health, privilege . . . .nonwithstanding?  Such heavy news.  … Continue reading Personal Response To A Story In The News →

I made the drive to the nice park.  Since Covid, the nearby residents are really socializing in the park to the point where it's hard to find a quiet place in the shade.  Music playing from cars.  Someone's annoying European accent going on about electric cars. I had been accessing the outdoors in a humbler … Continue reading The nicest place? →

Made a  good dinner etc.  No one to tell about that.  Reached out to some lines where you are supposed to be able to share stuff.  An hour and a half later, no one was there or was working out.  Went through a similar thing this morning.  Needed that boost to keep doing hard things.  … Continue reading Pfffft →